I've been pretty much dead on this site lately, as you all may have noticed. But within the past few weeks, I've been getting a lot of notes/messages... and I'll admit, it's a little weird. I don't know how/why people suddenly found me, but I figured I'd roll with it and dust off my account. A little. With a journal entry.
I don't really draw anymore. On RARE occasion I'll feel like doodling, but it's garbage/not worth posting... which is why my account has been so inactive. (Although I do still watch people/follow your updates!) But I've lost a lot of interest in things in general. I went through this whole crazy depression bullshit that lasted like, 2 years, and ever since I've just been kind of "meh." I mean, I'm better now, but I lost a lot of my interests and never gained them back, so... life's been kind of boring. I've degraded into this kind of apathetic asshole as of late.
Pretty much the only thing I get excited about nowadays is Clyde. Not sure if anyone remembers him; that hottie of a Mustang I bought 3 years ago? Mm hmm. 2 years ago I was on the rebound like WOAH and made a bad decision, and, well, here we are. Dating a Mustang. It actually seems to have worked out pretty well, surprisingly enough. I mean he's kiiiiind of the only thing I'd still consider an "interest," so... I guess that's good? Maybe? I don't know, really. But hey, there it is.
So hello again, deviantArt. I'm sort of back, but probably not still the person you ever thought I was. Nice to meet you.