I'm not dead yet, I swear. But I'm getting lazier and lazier by the day. I hardly even doodle anymore. BUT MARK MY WORDS, I will have those blasted art nouveau TF pieces done, eventually. I swear. Maybe. (Or maybe I'll just draw a buttload of Neopets, or my OCs. I REALLY need to draw Trigger and Deadeye. They're 4 years old. They should have faces by now. @___@)

Anyway, updaaaaaate... hmmm.... My car has been an adventure since I last posted about him. Backed into a tree, then a tire pressure sensor busted... you know. Fun stuff like that. But nah, he's pretty much okay. He was busted up anyway, so what do you really want? Hah. But over the 3 months I've had him, I've learned a lot: mostly, that driving a Beetle SUCKS. How the fuck I did that for a year is beyond me. @____@ Omg I will never go back. Yeah, it has its perks, I guess; the suspension on the Mustang is pretty much balls. You hit a tiny bump and HOLD ON CUZ YOU'RE GOIN' ERRYWHERE IN YOUR SEAT. But the thing I DO like about it is that you feel everything. And I mean everything. Which to me, is nice. And a little bizarre, really. Today I was getting gas, and could hear/feel the gas filling the tank. It was interesting, to say the least. Ahah, I went out with a friend once and had to get gas, and he started buggin'. xD "WHAT'S THAT NOISE? OMG YOUR CAR HAS A HEARTBEAT." Only when I fill up. But no, actually, that's not true! If I idle for a little while, his engine starts to pulse. Or... something. That's kind of the best way I can describe it. The whole car vibrates all the time, but it will vary and pulse the longer you sit there. That sounds weird. :I Maybe that's normal, I dunno, but I've never been in a car that does such a thing. Bzzz bzzz bzzzzz. I've learned to hate traffic a whole lot less. xD

Anyway, what else can I update on? I feel like I talk about Clyde too much. Mostly because I kind of have nothing else positive to talk about lately. Something rather negative occurred about 2 months ago, and though I won't give the details, I can tell you that I've only recently started to feel better about it. And quite suddenly, really. It was odd, I've never experienced anything like it before. I'd been pretty much miserable 24/7 up until... hmmm... a week ago? Maybe? And as I was sitting there feeling sorry for my lonely self, suddenly, I just... snapped out of it. I guess. All of a sudden, it was okay. Everything was okay. (Well, you know, as "okay" as it can be.) But as the week has gone on, I've noticed that it's still really easy for me to over-stress about things. :/ Welp. We'll see how this goes, I guess.

And now, a completely random way to end my journal (because I'm falling asleep): I have my "Soundwave Superior" piece set as the wallpaper on my computer at work, and today one of the guys who works in the warehouse asked me what it was. When I explained that it was Soundwave, a Transformer, he stared at it for a bit, and asked, "....What's it doing?" I giggled. I couldn't help it. Little does everyone at work know, they've been starin' at satellite rape this whole time! And this strange little fact makes me happy.